PS: It’s rarely been as clear as it is now: Caring for yourself is one lucid way that you care for others now. Or not.

I would like to have my name attached to something beautiful. TO LEAVE SOMETHING of worth behind. With help from people like you, my ancestral helping spirits, the animals – I want something that I can’t manage, to deem me worthy – that may be helpful and prevail when I am gone.

I am holding out to a wisp of maybe, that I can be helpful in offering you some affirmation that you will trust you are enough.And in so doing send some energy in the form of currency to the stewards of the forty-some lions rescued from hellacious conditions now living out their lives in some semblance of homeland at Emoya.

If you would like to receive some guidance that I’ve hand-picked just for you, or would like a unique gift for a friend, you can order your reading here.

The 3 card reading of the holy trinity body>mind>soul will act as your personal 8:8 Lionsgate activation to guide you to aligned and grounded action. Your Coeur/ heart led YES will support you going forward so that you may use your medicine and integrate it into your everyday life. Your living legacy is the worth of it all.

For just $22 ( paypal take $4 so the lions will receive $18 from you saying yes to the reading) you will receive the images of the 3 White Lions that rise up to you and a written intuitive message via email. You can print these lions out and place them on your altar for ongoing activations.The Lionsgate portal is opening in preparation for the influx of white lions light on 8:8 and beyond. My deepest wish is that you remember and tell the truth of who you are with a whole heart so that others may do the same.Please join my heart led Healthy Body, Quiet Minds Closed FB group here, so you never miss a spontaneous healing activation or Holy Shift -it’s where I will be doing a guided activation on 8:8 and taking any questions from you.



Dearest first_name,

Have you noticed that these times are strange and getting stranger? Sometimes seeking counsel makes sense.

You know it. We know it. There’s nothing in the tea leaves or the wind that says we can do anything of any scale in 2021.

The vaccine has in some ways become the next mask. It came in way ahead of schedule, and it’s not what many of us figured it would be

– certainly not the get out of jail card it was imagined to be.

Whatever the ‘all clear’ siren is going to sound like, it’ll surely be two things: It will be a signal that it’s time to remember what is at stake, and what we’re still alive for, when most of us surely know that it easily, easily, could have been otherwise.
And it’ll be wrong. It won’t be ‘all clear’. Clarity doesn’t come from good sailing weather. Clarity comes from wrestling the Gods of your time. Clarity doesn’t come from there being no storm. It comes from learning the storm.Clarity comes from doing the deep shadow work, again, and again and again.

Recover. Reunite. Return. Restore and Reset. That’s the program, the music playlist for the the year ’21. It seems like much of the world is set to get behind it. Hit control, alt, delete. No remembering, though, no learning to be done. Already there’s nostalgia for those good old pre-pandemic days, and 2019 is the new standard for cultural sanity, and there’s all but no recollection that we are where we are on account of those good old days. The time of forgetting is upon us. reclamation, remembering seems an inconvenient choice – heart work is hard work.

I made this video for you with 5 simple ways to calm your nervous system and soothe your anxious brain.

I’m in an odd place at the moment, compared with the hustlers that never skipped a beat during the plague, or the “plugged in” people. I know, I know comparison is such a conflated weapon of self-destruction and so human a trait – one I admit I am too familiar with. I had a feeling a year or so ago that even a plague wasn’t going to be enough to interrupt that habit of forgoing the past, that some epic and dangerous chance to get it right, do better, come home to our hearts was already passing from among us. Nature and her sentients relentless in her efforts to shake us lest we forget – climate collapse , flooding, rising temperatures, fires urging us to choose what is important, and what should stand and who we have become.

Dark roads, not rough enough?

Which leads me to ask you – what would it be worth if you are going to be dead relatively soon or not?

I’ve been working on a book about dying, death and grief, nose to the grindstone, sitting too much for a good part two months. All that sitting makes for numbness, here and there, now and then and mostly when I mobilize has set about a wondering on why I have been doing this Trauma healing work for the last twenty years and whether any of it matters. And my own mortality.

The heat of the last week, the flooding is United Kingdom gothic. It’s biblical – which is often times much the same thing. Storms are promised, loom in the distance, don’t come in. We’re challenged by now to keep what we’ve nudged into being alive. That’s how it goes with plans: You make them, your odds are frankly incalculable no matter what the metrics guys say, and you imitate certainty’s surer moments.

And then life goes as it does.

It’s rarely been as clear as it is now: Caring for yourself is one lucid way that you care for others now. Or not.

I would like to have my name attached to something beautiful. TO LEAVE SOMETHING of worth behind. With help from people like you, my ancestral helping spirits, the animals – I want something that I can’t manage, to deem me worthy – that may be helpful and prevail when I am gone.

I am holding out to a wisp of maybe, that I can be helpful in offering you some affirmation that you will trust you are enough.And in so doing send some energy in the form of currency to the stewards of the forty-some lions rescued from hellacious conditions now living out their lives in some semblance of homeland at Emoya.

If you would like to receive some guidance that I’ve hand-picked just for you, or would like a unique gift for a friend, you can order your reading here.

The 3 card reading of the holy trinity body>mind>soul will act as your personal 8:8 Lionsgate activation to guide you to aligned and grounded action. Your Coeur/ heart led YES will support you going forward so that you may use your medicine and integrate it into your everyday life. Your living legacy is the worth of it all.

For just $22 ( paypal take $4 so the lions will receive $18 from you saying yes to the reading) you will receive the images of the 3 White Lions that rise up to you and a written intuitive message via email. You can print these lions out and place them on your altar for ongoing activations.The Lionsgate portal is opening in preparation for the influx of white lions light on 8:8 and beyond. My deepest wish is that you remember and tell the truth of who you are with a whole heart so that others may do the same.

Keep shining your light and doing the deep work.

What would it be worth?

I see you

I love you

Sarah-jane

P.S: With your help and your truth, I am asking for your assistance. If you can spare the time and are brave enough to open your heart, to go deep into the abyss of grief and the mysteries of death and dying to consider reading the first draft of my book, to offer honest feedback and notes on how these pages touch you, please let me know. I make no promises that it is an easy, light read but it is honest and it could be a cathartic process to allow your unresolved grief to rise up as love for those who are your dead.